Oh shit...

I feel awful, I've been better, no more proper bingeing, but I still eat far too far too much! I'm updating this from my iPhone while I'm in a free period in school.. So I apologize for any mistakes! My dad thinks I'm mia, and is now watching what I eat muh too closely for me to get away without dinner, which is rather crap. It means I've eaten loads because of the duper calorific meals my mum cooks for me... Especially when I'm not hungry. =\ I've been doing a lot of exercise to try and make for it though, still not happy though...

I need it to get warmer so I can do some proper exercise and walking without freezing and losing motivation too early.. I will walk home todayi think, I kinda have to, I think that I'm putting on weight! But I am also getting fitter...

Totally unrelated, my hands are always freezing, it's starting to make it hard to function... I stop wanting to move and things when I ge too cold, which is not good in school! I'll have to move more to keepmy temperature up... Grrrr.... This is really hard to type on this phone, but it's all good, it's killing the time in this free period..

Note on laxatives: do they work? Really? And which ones? Because I can't purge when I eat, especially now, so they might make things a little better...

Me loves ya loooowwddsss!!!!! Lol, especially the people I can talk to by text, it keeps me trying hard! I will get to my goal weight no matter what it takes!

Xxxx